Monday, August 24, 2009

Depression...

Still struggling to wake up in the middle of the night to feed my little one. Though I don't have to work the following day, I still find it very hard to leave my cosy bed. Don't know why I am always the one hearing the cries of my little one.. His daddy and brother can be so soundly asleep...

I still feel so depressed sometimes when I craddled the baby in my arms. Mmm, how to describe this feeling...it's the helpless feeling..esp when your hands are full and the bigger one was also trying to get your attention and you couldn't do much... I could understand the feeling of some mothers who suffered from post-pregnancy depression... It's not easy to be a mother, esp when you have the little ones clinging on you....You just feel so tired, helpless and wanted to vent your anger out on someone...

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